Blannkk...

I know, this entry i tulis masa i tengah sedih n .....? (xtau nak cakap apa). Thing gos like this, Since the first day i apply for P**, i really impatient and excited waiting for the result.First thing every morning, when i wake up..my mind will ask, am i eligible to that university?..But today, when i read my email..there is a post "Thank you for your recent application to study on the above course at B***** University. Unfortunately your application has been unsuccessful".

Honestly, i really frustrated and i dont know how to describe my feeling, canot find the right word (mmgla i bukannya....lexicographer). Pendamkan sendiri...and quietly think...i putus asa..feel like crying...tp air mata x keluar...(suddenly i feel that..its not the end of the world..i can still apply for the other u*******t*. In fact, ada yang da respon, tp local la...nevermined ada hikmahnya tu....kataku menyedapkan hati..

This is not my worst nightmare ever happen to me.May be it is just few mistake...well what can i say....i dont care... after few minutes....i go thru one univ. So, after go thru the lecturer profile, suddenly, i decied to email the lecturer...so, now i can just wait till the lecturer respond..if not, by August i wl only do local...

Erm...for the men time..still wait n wait... Okey till then, lots of love...daaa