not ready...yet..just not ready....

received text yesterday, that 'person' expressed her 'concern' pada me and myself coz still looking for hse alone and do many things alone. She and her husb 'introduced' someone to me <--- in other word.@#!^%$####$&.*sigh

me just replied..am just not ready yet...after few times text me that person felt 'tak de guna kot' coz me alweyz hv answers for all questions and ideas towards 'this issue'<--- dont get me wrong when i call this as issue...am not ready yet..i dun totally 'push' that issue...it just a matter of time and availability...let it be natural okehhh... *emoticon jgn mare, nanti kena jual..

yang ni x tau la..rosak akidah ker tak kalo me ckp not ready yet...am not ready to puasa on monday..??? <---rosak akidah ker??? not because i dont like fasting..i do love fasting, selain diet yang baik...bagus utk digestion system..Tp, me tgh demam and batuk2 yg agaks teruk...pastu still blom pindah rumah..camner nak pindah bln posa??? apa pun...mmg kena posala, kalo tak, nak menggantinya, macam berchenta plak...x bersedia pun 2day is my second day...berjaya jugek menghabiskan first day puasa, even hanya melepet kat umah n rasa jam bergerak dgn lambatnyer <--mcm budak2 x??? tp inilah seikhlas hati nyer pengakuan..alhamdulillah...

today, while punching my punch card, @#$&% asked me out for berbuka...not that i dont like spending time and bg peluang...it just am not ready yet...plus i suka balik terus after ofc...i dun judge u...am not choosy...... it just not ready yet..

p/s: am not alone, got friends and family yg sudi meminjamkan telinga bila i 'naik angin' or sedih and willing to share my happy moments together.
p/s2: when i told u am not ready...silalah berbalik pada qada' dan qadar', jgnla marah i....da penat jawab isu nih